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30 December 2005 07:28 pmDear reader,
If one looks at one's past and tries to bring back some moments of joy, peace and smiles, we all end up thinking about similar things. It's those things we escape from, too. Convinced nothing of this will last for longer than the time allocated by our respective minds. We are so limited in our thinking that we cannot be content with anything in the present or the near future (oh, but the Distant Future will be very different!!). It's quite sad that we always seem to seek things to keep ourselves occupied with to escape thinking about the core of all our problems. When it's all over, we'll all still keep wanting more life.
What I'm saying here, Reader, is that I am still a thinking persona. Thinking of, thinking about, ...it doesn't matter. The "here and now" is always a place filled with anxieties.
Everything numbs down, you know, and that feels so unjust.
I am a guide to people travelling this desert, nothing more.
Oh! I can show you a senile camel that thinks he's Napoleon! Do you want to see it?
HAHA! it's as if I'm desperate.
No, really, you should see the camel.
You'll laugh your heads off.
If not, I guess that's fine too (don't forget to tip the guide though),
I'll see you in another era or dimension.
bye now,
-x-
Timpje
If one looks at one's past and tries to bring back some moments of joy, peace and smiles, we all end up thinking about similar things. It's those things we escape from, too. Convinced nothing of this will last for longer than the time allocated by our respective minds. We are so limited in our thinking that we cannot be content with anything in the present or the near future (oh, but the Distant Future will be very different!!). It's quite sad that we always seem to seek things to keep ourselves occupied with to escape thinking about the core of all our problems. When it's all over, we'll all still keep wanting more life.
What I'm saying here, Reader, is that I am still a thinking persona. Thinking of, thinking about, ...it doesn't matter. The "here and now" is always a place filled with anxieties.
Everything numbs down, you know, and that feels so unjust.
I am a guide to people travelling this desert, nothing more.
Oh! I can show you a senile camel that thinks he's Napoleon! Do you want to see it?
HAHA! it's as if I'm desperate.
No, really, you should see the camel.
You'll laugh your heads off.
If not, I guess that's fine too (don't forget to tip the guide though),
I'll see you in another era or dimension.
bye now,
-x-
Timpje